What's around the corner?

All this time, I've felt there's been limited optimism.  Now it seems to be on the wain.  I don't go anywhere anymore anymore, and I think it's because my body is going to waste.  Ken has to keep convincing me I'm not dying, and my mom, who is doing well in her hospital doen's admit to worry. Would be nice to see Lori, but oh well. 

I would like to eat.  And relax.  We'll see.  I'll check tomorrow, I guess.

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I don't know quite what I'm writing lately.  I've been feeling like crap lately.  I need to apologize to all those who come here for valid information.  Worse, I have to apologize for some help.  Along with the wonderful news that Ken has a new new job, comes the realization that I suddenly can't drive.  Seriously.  I'm not allowed to drive out of the state.  And Ken can't, so how do I get to Penn.  I'll call the ACS to find out, but then you might be my next step.  How stinky :(

Well, that's my post :(

Michelle